Needy
I had a low day last week. Dyron had been away for four nights and I was missing him terribly. Asher and Lilli were out of school and still adjusting to the extra free time called summer vacation. I had a messy house and piles of laundry because of a trip to Fayetteville. I had to take the kids to their first swim meet of the season by myself. I was hormonal...
Basically, I was tired. I felt overwhelmed.
I didn't take the time to breathe. I didn't take the time to enjoy my cup of coffee. I didn't take the time to pray. I couldn't turn my mind off and wasn't getting enough sleep. I just loaded it all on my shoulders and I could barely carry the load.
I can't do it all by myself. I need my husband. I need my mom. I need my friends. I need my God.
When I close myself to others, I find it difficult to get through my trials. When I try to do it all alone, I can't.
I guess sometimes I forget how frail I can be... it's good to be reminded...
